Anti hero

I wanna die with my eyes open When the devil come and get me, I know I'm going home with him. Sinning isn't winning but keep the flow going I struggle with the money and every other women. My homies say I talk about death too much. Hustling with real brothers who ain't ever learn trust. Chasing trouble as we flee our reality Doing drugs and not giving a fuck about anybody. I left the street corner to raise my two kids. I tell ya right now being a dad is the best thing that I did. Fighting my urges to get out of this crooked game. Things change and will never be the same. I tell make believe farytales to my little girls. celebrations now with party cake and swirls tucking them in every night it's the best. singing you'll never walk alone falling asleep on my chest. you ain't no anti hero yo my aunty and I'm the hero, you a zero, marked for death, watching you gasping for breath, aiming pistols at yo chest, you need a vest.