people say that the rain falls before the sky clears i think the the sky falls before my mind clears i need some time to get shit striaght or was i bourne insane stright out the gate wail people are calling me names saying im gay im not happy tho nor will i ever be got my own kin after me people gunning for my head but what they dont know is im alredy a dead man walking im just another crazy guy talking someone who can never find his mind because i lost it a long time ago back when i had an ego but i lost that to and im so depressed dont know what to do i wish that the sky clears as my kids cheer wail im sittin here making mony of off music but my stance in life cuts deep like knife and the problems keep on staking up and i cant give another fuck i just want to ficking jump but at the same im listening to 2pac and tech n9ne wishing i could be like them hopeing to hit the top spots and having everyone say he hot but that will never happen because im just some guy from upstate ny with time or place to hit some grace and sell my lyrics to kids and teens brains