I don't think I'll ever get there the least I could do is say a prayer fillin my cup up to the rim nauseous get my head right try to make sense this evil fucking world be leavin you lonely broke an dead trust man I'm telling you it happened to a friend junkies the addicts the dope fiends hats off to you try to keep yo nose clean. but i cant read minds but (CHORUS) ((its a cruel ass world, cruel ass world an i tell you how it is best believe it mayne)) keep to myself always been the lone wolf everything I ever did back fired find my cool, always day dreamin recipe for Paradise is forsaken yea always taken honestly I'll tell ya that life's a mess wake up in the mornin pop a boxine leave my stress I never thought that in a million yrs I'd wind up playin chess you missed yo chance you missed yo chance can't never ever retake the test I guess I'll have to slit my wrist figure out what's like to cause a painful death help me god don't let me slip again please I'm askin for some help I don't really know who else to tell why the fuck these people hating they minds crazy all they doing is throwing shade times blank sinking ship 100 ft. I'm over it finds some words to get me by so I could live my life why the time pass by all the shit that I love don't care know more I'm feeling numb everyone is fucking dumb