my heart is shattered into 3000 pieces

My heart is shattered into 3000 I feel like shit like I should be drownin I gave her my heart I thought I was done searchin for love thought I found it now I wanna bleed out like a fountain it's some crazy shit I go through every day but it seems no-one cares I wanna make them pay then end my life but I gotta live for today but one day I'll be gone I don't give a fuck what they'll say they hated on me all my life all I've had was the voices in my head a gun and a knife I really would like to end my life but I'm not gonna yet first let me hit me pipe when I'm high the voices seem to start to fade away but then the next day they're like guess what I'm back to play Fuck with you Ya that's what we like to do we torture your mind that's all we gonna do so you say Fuck us so Fuck u to we will be here for the rest of your life what the fuck you gonna do