i wish

I wish i didnt feel this way, i wish i didnt have pray for a better day. I wish i didnt have to hope that tomorrow is different, i wish people werent so ignorent. I wish i didnt have to cry, i wish i didnt have to say good bye. i wish i didnt wanna die, i wish i didnt wanna fly. hey momma im sorry that me and my lil bros fight, im sorry me and you agrue every night. suicide seems to be my only option, but before i go thiers a knife that needs sharpen. i wont even be signed by no record deal, its cuz the shit i spit is to real. I sit alone with my thoughts, Imma smoke this bull and by as high as the astronotes. im just gonna cry mylself to sleep, and pray that i dont cut to deep. imma die and bet no one will care, or will they play my music in the air. This shit aint fair, these voices man they everywhere. My girl left a while back, now my hearts painted black. im nothing but a mistake, i just wanna be alone for god sake. Im stuck in one place, people say imma fucking disgrace. People tell me to give up, people say my shit is to fucked up They will never put me on the radio, When they hear my shit they scream oh hell no. People joke about depression like its not real, like they dont know that is how they truely feel, When the all alone in the room, looken at a gun on the stand wondering if they should go out with one more boom. I wish people didnt feel this way, i wish people didnt have pray for a better day. I wish people didnt have to hope that tomorrow is different, i wish people werent so ignorent. I wish people didnt have to cry, i wish people didnt have to say good bye. i wish people didnt wanna die, i wish people didnt wanna fly. No matter how hard i wish my dream will never come true, but i hope it does for you. I grew up without a hero, one threw ten i was rated a zero. All these voices man i can hear them, they scream so loud im suprised you can hear em. I fear many things in life, its mainly getting cut but not by knife. Girls are the same, they only fucken with me cuz my fame. these hoes dont change, dont breka my hesrt cuz your never out of range. Its my turn to turn the page, got me stressen like road rage. I got my gun, playen with my heart hope you haven fun. Cuz it wont last any longer, without you im feelen stronger. My friends tellen me to put my phone down, and go back and pick up my crown. No point on waiting on a text, After you left i was screamen who next. thought you was the one ig i was wrong, now leave me alone while i smoke this bong.