life sucks

yeah okay, now Abbie we had plans to get married but then we split apart and it was all on me you hate but that's okay. but why do you try you bounce from guy to guy I just want to know if you will take my side one more time? just give me one more try I swear I won't mess up this time I hope I can change your mind on what you think about me and I want you to know I'll just walk it off please just one more chance please I promise I won't mess up again I need a shoulder to lean on with momma goin through the treatments with no insurance it gets tougher but we fight our battles together I just want you to know I love you still I hope you can love me again