different world around you

Have you ever wondered different ways of seei g the world . A hole new perspective more protective over yourself, cause you know where and when the devil cast his spells. See demons in people but can't tell. Cause if you do you'll look mentally unwell. People will mock your gift from God. You'll think your crazy and odd. You'll doubt your gift and will doom your existence to hell. Cause your afraid of the gift cause sometimes it doesn't treat you well. It makes you feel useless and the one to blame for not helping the poor demented souls that you can't save. They call out your name and you pray. God help fight the battles in this person so there sould doesn't change. Dark and cold, you only hope for gods holy spirit to remain. This is what I experience everyday. Its a natural feeling when God works his way through the man I become and God's footsteps to achieving my purpose and making a change. I hope that my pain won't be the same. I can recover what I couldn't heal and help the the restless demented souls that I couldn't tame.