in the darkness (vent)

im so alone, only me (x2) only me 2x) all i nneed is me sick bastereds, fucking round with me my feelings are obsolete so i put it on a beat and see what other people think i need a shrink, these bitches tryna posses its a prodigical test, this aint nothing to do with west i aint telling you im the best i just do my best my life is a mess i cant seem to think of why i feel so less im just letting out stress, im always locked up, crying, i sit there undressed the cuts they will show, i dont really know how else to spit on this flo, i feel like i need to go, i should dissapear somewhere miles away from here, get high and drink alot of beer, driving fast, in the headlights a deer, "im over here" screaming for help but nobody is listening,no one is near, life can get so sickning, let me just spit out this thing, all i can do is sing, no one is listning, my eyes sit as theyre glistening, i think death is a great thing, testing testing, anyone here? i wish i was caressing my baby but shes not here, so i sit in fear, as i try to survive another year, its so clear everything is meaningless, ill be gone someday, dont worry my dear no need to look for me, i wont be there, let me just get out of your hair maybe were not to pare, it seems like no one cares... im not here im not here im not here im not here .... dont worry this is just a vent everyone, dont call anyone im ok i just wish i could hug someone life is no fun i aint got no gun razor blades? none not like ill be gone calm down everyone, you all goband have your fun, ill sit here with no one.. (hey guys hope you liked the song, keep in mind i write the lyrics as a baseline for what i rap, and add on that during the song, thank you all, i tried lol)