meaning

i wanna tell you a short story about my life 2 years ago i met my lovely wife we were madly in love, it was all so nice, but our hearts melted, faster than a block of ice. fast forward 2 years later, and im staring at the ceiling cant sleep and my son is in pain from teething my limits are being tested and i find myself screaming at my wife who is hard at work trying to please him sitting in her rocking chair tryna feed him and although months ago i couldnt wait to meet him, i now long for the days where i had the freedom to just be me, but all i hear is myself preachin ever since i decided to plant my seed in, her, whos attention i only get when im dreamin wont you listen to my pain, im out here bleedin, this a short story but its got a long meaning