yeah I really hate myself , stuck in my head yeah I really hate myself, wish I was dead heaven or evil who gives a fuck as long as I'm not here, bitch screamin bull shit like I don't fuckin care cock the hammer pull the trigga thru my mothafuckin ear, this ain't lyrical metaphor life stepping stone but it's sinking in quicksand I been bad my ink pad is covered in red blood cold so beware suicidal tendencies spread like the plague death to my enemies and my mothafuckin self like a samurai but without the honor I'ma gonner finally end the life of dishonesty n trauma blame it on my momma but I love her so fuck it it's all on me responsibility is key cut the vein watch it bleed wallow in despair like a speech nobody hears I'm not ignorant I'm into shit streets taught me neva hesitate to cut a snitch so I hate with a passion like a tela novela starrin a cheating ass bitch 1^ and that's really all I got. but even them'll keep it pushing until soon all forgot fuck it just watch as I take my last shot fuck it