nothing but a nightmare
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ptsd slowing killing me all my family always telling me look at the bright side but I knew in my heart I shoulda dead...... out there on the field im begining to yeild to all my deamons on the inside screaming im feeling its the end so i put down the pen. now i sit in my bed wishing im dead but the gun to my head an kniw the deamons finally won ya claimed another son ex military saw combat shit got kinda hairy it was so scary only 19 years old having to kill youd think it was a thrill but now I lay up at night just taking pills. bouncing of the walls I lost it all my life did nothing but fall... i said it and now you know it. that lost look on my face now you know why i show it.
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ptsd slowing killing me all my family always telling me look at the bright side but I knew in my heart I shoulda dead...... out there on the field im begining to yeild to all my deamons on the inside screaming im feeling its the end so i put down the pen. now i sit in my bed wishing im dead but the gun to my head an kniw the deamons finally won ya claimed another son ex military saw combat shit got kinda hairy it was so scary only 19 years old having to kill youd think it was a thrill but now I lay up at night just taking pills. bouncing of the walls I lost it all my life did nothing but fall... i said it and now you know it. that lost look on my face now you know why i show it.
dma deep minded bars
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