im writin a story that you couldn't fathom yeah, creatin a vision you cant imagine yeah, do i wanna live as the question i have been askin all of the pain that i put in my lyrics i wonder can anybody really grasp me lord yeah, you wonderin what is my thesis x3 why am i lonely when people are phony i felt like i needed someone to believe in lord tell me that you want the real shit and take a second to listen and youll feel this as i reminis on self esteam i would evaporate in all my stress tell me the time i feel like recess dont wanna battle me you aint good at chess step back my nigga its time to rest i wanna be the motherfucker you define as the best rhyme to the test releasing all stress mama knew i was differwnt when i bought a note pad writing in the kitchen where the cock a roach atv