Dear Lord

I pray to God the Lord up above asking him to forgive my sins like he did for the dove. everybody be spitting on me name I never wanted anything even close too fame. I never wanted power I never prayed for harm now everybody thinks it's me when they hear a car alarm. I know that I caused a lot of pain but I want you to know Lord I'm no longer the same. I wanna change my life and inspire people around me and let them know that they don't have to be like me. I did a lot of things but I want you to know Lord that I'm no longer the same. I'm going to write songs about the life that I lived and make sure people understand that they don't have to live it. I went through a lot of pain and took it out others I hurt a lot of people including my mother. I felt defeated and I wanted to rise up I didn't want to continue my life being a fuck up. as I rise up I want to show my family that I can be a better person and I'm not gonna be hating. I love my life the way that it is and when I'm older imma carry out my mother fuckin buisness. I'm going to continue rapping as long as I can. I might not ever get married cuz' acceptance is my man. it doesn't even matter to me if I have fans. I just want myself to know that I did something grand.