dont do drugs

i just went to another dimension in there your girl in my metions I just od didn't mean to I hate the path I went through at first I thought it was cool but it really made me the uncoolest kid in school I wasted my money on drugs I thought I was a cool thug I want to get rid of this stuff God please help I just want a better life I want my son back to fly a kite I want to be normal let me come back through this portal I'm in a shell like a turtle I want to be born the same there's something wrong with my brain I was just going insane I smoked some weed I feel high like a plane I think something happened to me when I was a baby I won't live tell I'm eighty I might change mayby