I smoke alotta dope that shit help me cope because ion be thinking straight I gotta a lotta shit on my plate you can see the hate in my eyes ima young wise nigga I can see pass the lies ppl playing phony givin out a fake testimony I ainn tryna hear it lately my spirit been at an all time low ion know how to feel anymore im mentally sore from all this thinkin moods blinking mind sinking patience shrinking I be over thinking that shit be stinking when I roll my problems up that's how you know I got alot of shit on my mind thoughts hit me harder like a old person having a heart attack so all I smoke is pack it kinda help keep my mind intact if ion blow it's gone be a bad impact on me sometimes ion be thinkin straight I got alotta shit on my plate ion know if I be right or wrong it's been too long I can barely see the light i done lost site of faith my mind ainn safe I got more broken pieces than a vase my life fucked up like bad teeth sometimes I wish I could cease to exist I ainn got noone to assist me when I'm down all they do is piss me off and talk down on me that's why I drown in my thoughts so much I just wanna get tf out this town so sick and tired of tryna turn my frown to a smile I swear it feel like I done walked miles in this struggle shit it's hard for me to juggle my emotions and put everything in motion all this internal commotion got me frozen ion really got the devotion for this life shit and if I choose to roll the dice and lose fuck it I'll pay the price day by day I wanna give up I wouldn't relive half my my life nah you got me fucked up I'd rather be ducked off ina cut shut off from society all this anxiety gone be the cause of my fatality but dont get the wrong impression of this song and say I got depression I'm just expressing my agression towards my mental recession