Why is my heart so broken Why am I choking and hopeless Not doin anything im my own enemy Break in my energy cursed for eternity own self is hurt in me I am just Irkin me dumb thats for certinty retarded to boot ain't got a clue not doin anything job or the school i am a fool I am not cool I am so stupid and I am a tool broken and beaten I am depleted first bitch I fu cked and now she is leaving cause I am a bum I am so dumb now look at what I've become somethin I hate I am irate p ullin to slow out the gate I really suck Ima fuck up im done with this life and I can get fucked