my mask is perfect

She smiles, I cry. She is outgoing, I am shy. She loves, I am alone. She is amazing, I am unknown.  She is beautiful, I am a mess.  She is happy, I am depressed.  My mask is perfect:  She hides me. There's much to gain. Peace and love. It's all the same. Confusion and doubt. We're not without. We weep, we cry. We plead, we try. We laugh, we smile. Only to be hurt  By one last trial. Life is a lesson, So learn it well. Maybe one day You can .... She smiles, I cry. She is outgoing, I am shy. She loves, I am alone. She is amazing, I am unknown.  She is beautiful, I am a mess.  She is happy, I am depressed.  My mask is perfect:  She hides me.