I was thinking 'bout ma life how could it be so strange many things have changed since u left I no more believe in the afterlife i just wanna gain ur light again to run away this pain that's driving me insane i know i not as powerful as B Wayne it's all gone in vain i'm not a swain i got drugs killing ma brain killing me babe i'm getting slain yeah ma choice hell a screwd one them events made me rude sorry believe me dude lot of assholes got me sued not because i found my dead ex with a nigga nude damn it