drop dead

I wake up I wish I had luck memories in my head they screaming I wish u were dead I could barely understand a word that came out my mouth I Iink it was a cross of south and drouth I dont know tho I wish I didnt have no memories I really do I want to know what I have to do to get rid of these memories yeah memories inside my head telling me to drop dead I wish I could people say oh u look hood but I got memories inside my head they telling me to go drop dead look at my hands they red I dont know what to do grabbed a napkin it was blood I blinked I heard glass bottles clink I was in the mud on my hands were blood memories inside my head they telling me to go drop dead drop dead drop dead