little bit of me

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mom and daddy fighting I don't know what to do, I thought it was his fault when he went to jail instead of you, you were have the time of your life wasn't you, meanwhile my sister was trying to get me up for school, she was franticlly looking but couldn't find my other shoe, mamma was yelling at her i geuss its time now she had to choose, off to the bus stop she ran with nothing else to loose, mamma im sorry i wrote this song because of you, but my feelings have been bottling up idk what else to do, in foster care memories of the good Times became far and few, so I started isolating myself time just flew, to my grandparents we went because the state made you choose, i geuss it was the best thing for us to do, to young to even understand the truth, I geuss I understand now you wanted me to have my youth, but fuck that shit I wanted to be with you, and the rest of my family but there was nothing left to do, you ever felt like no one had your own damn back but you, labeled ah loner and thah outcast of an outlaw crew, like you were thah center of everbodys fucking attention, I could never help from feeling sofuckin different. always treated like ah muthah fuckin villian, but half if the time I just be fucking chilling, dad finnaly got us back when I was 11 years old, same house same memorys where my soul was sold, the moment when my whole life started to unfold, my whole life became a drama hungry black hole, I became my own damn enemy at 14, wtf Lucifer I was nothing but ah fuckin teen, now yellow tape layin around my own damn crimescene, to think all I ever wanted was to just be seen, always trying to make ah difference, always fighting all demons, with all these bad intentions, doing there damndest to cause Any interference, bhope is a'll that I need, the ability to plant ah fucking bean stalk with ah single seed, anyone can plant ah seed but not many can grow it, many talk like ah man but not many men can show it, millions could have been rich but muthah fuckin ruined it, oppertunity comes once in ah life time and you went and blew that shit, you self conscious little bitch you were offered ah diamond and just threw that shit now your asking god why you deserve hell on earth and shit man you deserve that shit, you reap what you sow so why you so confused a shortly after my dad at least he ain't suffering at 16 I was out everyday straight up hustling ,

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8 years ago

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1 year ago

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7 years ago

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