Irich

dear santa

Irich
dear santa

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23 Dec 2018

dear Santa, I know that u Goin to feel this it's been a minute since I wrote but I get on shit been on my best all year long so where's that nice list to many years ive been dealing w the same shit to many times I've tried to wash my hands of all of it stuck washing out the stains from the pieces that u left a kid cause all that charcoal did was help me draw a better picture of the life that I been wanting ill explain a lil better see..this year has been a blessing in my life for that I'm sure cause what I'm feeling now is like I'm living on that empty shore this pain takes over and it swallows my heart and w out u in my life there afraid of the dark I know u the reason for my changing to start and I know I need to listen to the things inside my heart that it tells me common sense saying that time w u is changing I never get to see u and we barely ever talk got me feeling like yeah) (but) I'm hoping for a change soon my heart cant take no more of this Im putting down on paper the things i want for christmas so time w u is all I'm asking and all ur forgiveness please don't forget this cause it may b my last wish I know that u get busy and are all about forgivness...even tho it's funny cause Im thinking bout u all the time never want to sleep w out u i want u all the time I'm sick w this love I'm feeling like I'm last in line u say that u love me ur mine w out a doubt but all I keep hearing are all of ur doubts but here's some fact from me that u probably already know I want to have a life w u and want our kids to grow I want that white house w that white picket fence I want every minute w you that I can get cause the time that I've been given keeps me where I feel unwanted the place ur at there being selfish cause ur who they wanting using a pawn to keep u from me durring all of this I swear that I love u but for real this is some bullshit cause I never get to be w You we barely ever talk im feeling like ur time Is something i no longer got

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KILLED IT 😵

6 years ago

You keep inboxing me but I still cant reply x

6 years ago

dear Santa, I know that u Goin to feel this it's been a minute since I wrote but I get on shit been on my best all year long so where's that nice list to many years ive been dealing w the same shit to many times I've tried to wash my hands of all of it stuck washing out the stains from the pieces that u left a kid cause all that charcoal did was help me draw a better picture of the life that I been wanting ill explain a lil better see..this year has been a blessing in my life for that I'm sure cause what I'm feeling now is like I'm living on that empty shore this pain takes over and it swallows my heart and w out u in my life there afraid of the dark I know u the reason for my changing to start and I know I need to listen to the things inside my heart that it tells me common sense saying that time w u is changing I never get to see u and we barely ever talk got me feeling like yeah) (but) I'm hoping for a change soon my heart cant take no more of this Im putting down on paper the things i want for christmas so time w u is all I'm asking and all ur forgiveness please don't forget this cause it may b my last wish I know that u get busy and are all about forgivness...even tho it's funny cause Im thinking bout u all the time never want to sleep w out u i want u all the time I'm sick w this love I'm feeling like I'm last in line u say that u love me ur mine w out a doubt but all I keep hearing are all of ur doubts but here's some fact from me that u probably already know I want to have a life w u and want our kids to grow I want that white house w that white picket fence I want every minute w you that I can get cause the time that I've been given keeps me where I feel unwanted the place ur at there being selfish cause ur who they wanting using a pawn to keep u from me durring all of this I swear that I love u but for real this is some bullshit cause I never get to be w You we barely ever talk im feeling like ur time Is something i no longer got

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