Heart broken

Yeah i struggle through life contemplating grabing a knife and no im not nice i hate my life all my friends switched up instead of taking my advice but i wont give in im a fighter i fight till the end of time so listen to me rhyme when i say i wanna fly off the rooftops maybe even watch my heart stop but dont ever tell me to give up cuz i wont i will seek fame and no i wont be tamed please tell me whats wrong why u leaving please stay u pushing me away i think ima stray i love u all i want is you please beilieve me when i say i wanna marry you have a kid with you grow old and die with you but you cant even respond to my texts now theres nothing left