letter to my uncle

hmmmmmm word, to my uncle Vincent, I love you forever mehn. dear uncle T, I miss you every second I breathe, you're gone for real. nothing gonna change that. your love for me is real. I believe that. even when the family. tryna plan shit, instigate shit. you stood by me, the world was against me, I was cold but your words resurrected me. you're the man and forever its gonna be. the love is real, family sometimes can bring pain, they killed you make your soul drain, I won't be saying much, you've given me the tools, so I won't rush. you gave your life up, they let the glass drop your hand got cut. only what we got is the blood to mop they said blood is thicker than water, you proved that and I felt that. I wasnt there, the system and the hustle caught up with me. where they put your face in the gutter till your skin peel I was locked in the cage like Cosby sitting in jail with shame. , counting my days while feeling low. you wrote me making me feel alive. telling me I'm gonna blow you went through hell, but your children dont really care. they let you suffer while they flying first class. with their boarding pass. there is a lesson to be learned, the world is a cosmic gas. your soul is out there and I believe that. month of August 2016 I got 23 days left in the cage, I've planned to change my way. go back to school to get my doctorate. so we can smoke trees and celebrate. I wanted to make you proud. then the word got to me through my mom. she said dear shoc, your uncle was no more. I was shocked my heart stopped why do good people have to die? the deed is done you're gone. but I'm good now, I got a son now. he got your name now. I got foods on the table, no more fighting causes I'm pretty stable. you laid on hospital bed for 5 days struggling, fighting to keep your soul. but the ripper was right with you. he see through you, he took from you. you're gone forever the world is cold like someone who got fever I know one day I'm gonna see you again, if not this life then the after life. rest in peace mr tiboyin. this is dedicated to my uncle, my family love is love .