ORPHAN'S STORY

I WAS THAT KID WHO ALWAYS USED TO MISS HIS DAD MY AMBITION WAS A COMPLETE FAMILY CUZ IT WAS THE ONLY THING I USED TO DREAM ABOUT ONLY THING I EVER WANTED TO HAVE GOT MY MOM BUT IS IT A JOKE GOD? WHY SHE IS ALWAYS AT THE HOSPITAL IS SHE STILL A MAD? I NEVER GOT THE LOVE OF MY PARENTS THATS NOT FARE I NEEDED SOMEONE TO WIPE MY TEARS BUT NOONE WAS THERE I SKIP CRYING CUZ THIS WORLD COULDN'T HEAR MY CHILDHOOD WAS A FUCKIN NIGHTMARE ITS FEEL LIKE AN ORPHAN SO SAD WHEN I NEEDED YOU WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU DAD? AM I THAT BAD? MAYBE LIFE WANTS TO THOUGH ME HOW TO LIVE ALONE WHEN THERE EVEYONE AROUND AND YOU STILL GOT NOONE YESTERDAY I USED TO WORRY ABOUT HOW TO GET A FOOD BUT TODAY LIFE IS FINALLY GETTING BETTER LIKE IT SHOULD PEOPLES MADE ME FOOL BECUZ OF MY OWN GOOD NOW I FCK EM ALL ONCE I THOUGHT THEY WERE 4M MY OWN HOOD SOMEDAY WORLD WILL SEE THE REAL ME NOT THE IMAGE OF MINE THEY HAVE ON THEIR HEADs ALL I NEEDED WAS JUST A LOVE BUT THEY WANTED ME FOR SEX ON THEIR BEDS PAST WAS JUST A BAD LUCK UGLY TIME WITH SOME STORIES FUCK ALL THOSE BITCHES WHO FAKED SORRIES IM IN PRESENT & ITS SO BEAUTIFUL WITH NO WORRIES I WANTED TO END MY LIFE THEN BUT LOOK NOW I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN YOU JUST NEED TO HAVE A PATIENCE CUZ PAIN ALWAYS COME WITH SOME GAIN AND THERE WILL BE A SUN SHINE AFTER THAT RAIN WHICH WILL WASH AWAY ALL THOSE PAIN JUST LIKE A STAIN TIME TURNS YOU WEAK WHEN ITS WANTS TO MAKE YOU HARDER IT TURNS YOU DOWN TO SAND FROM THE STONE UNTILL YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT LIFE REALLY IS PEOPLES WILL OFTEN MAKE YOU FALL SO DON'T WORRY AT ALL YOU GOTTA LEARN HOW TO PICK UP YOUR SELF UP EXPECT NO HELP TO HOLD YOUR HAND CUZ NO RELATION COMES WITHOUT A DEMAND IF THERE AIN'T NO WOMAN HOW CAN YOU BE A MAN ? SO IF YOU WANA LIVE IN THIS WORLD YOU BETTER REMEMBER THESE COMMAND IM BETTER THEN BEFORE SAME HEART WITH SOME MORE HARD BEAT STRONGER THEN THE STONES CAUSE IT FEELS GO GOOD WHEN LIFE LET YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU EVER NEED CONGRULATES YOU SAYING YOU WERE JUST A SAND BEFORE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAY LIFE REALLY IS? BUT NOW YOU ARE THE MAN STRONGER THEN THE CONCRETE