At.My.Low
Spenzar Martin34 Plays
•18 Oct 2018
back when I was young always a struggle could never afford the things I needed nor wanted always felt pain same with my nigga's now we working hard to make it to the very top bitch don't play seems to be you bitches be trickin fuck around you gonna get it next I'm just being honest that's the truth My mom always told me to be truthful i never had much to offer so I do apologize life was just hard for me had dad's that came and go they all saw nothing in me i can see in my mom's eyes she is falling apart how dare he may a hand my mom I like look up in the sky crying wishing that this would all go away now that I'm older I won't try to disappoint even tho I can feel it in my gut I'm ready to give up I hated to see my sister destroy herself with drugs it kills from the inside im spilling out my heart to a lot of you people I tried my best to make a good impact on others including you I never shoulda fucked with you I shoulda saw it coming ya used me to many times going around telling everyone falls facts I was so low that's when everyone doubted me it caused me to have thoughts running through my head everybody tricking lost to many good people the day I lost it all is when you died this is why I was so fuckin suicidal one day I woke up was walking the through the hood had a nigga pull that tool out he was ready to pull the trigger told the nigga I wasn't afraid to die until I met you anymore it's just fuck nigga's everyone turned me into a monster everyone took my kindness for granted everything that I say behind my lyrics is my pain all I do is smoke my pain away always high nothing can fix me I'm so broke I pray to the man upstairs to help me out I would rather give you my all then nothing at all and I got nothing back in return so today we'll see if he real or not I hope this letter gets passed down to yeah i feel so ashamed to say goodbye.
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nice shit man👌
back when I was young always a struggle could never afford the things I needed nor wanted always felt pain same with my nigga's now we working hard to make it to the very top bitch don't play seems to be you bitches be trickin fuck around you gonna get it next I'm just being honest that's the truth My mom always told me to be truthful i never had much to offer so I do apologize life was just hard for me had dad's that came and go they all saw nothing in me i can see in my mom's eyes she is falling apart how dare he may a hand my mom I like look up in the sky crying wishing that this would all go away now that I'm older I won't try to disappoint even tho I can feel it in my gut I'm ready to give up I hated to see my sister destroy herself with drugs it kills from the inside im spilling out my heart to a lot of you people I tried my best to make a good impact on others including you I never shoulda fucked with you I shoulda saw it coming ya used me to many times going around telling everyone falls facts I was so low that's when everyone doubted me it caused me to have thoughts running through my head everybody tricking lost to many good people the day I lost it all is when you died this is why I was so fuckin suicidal one day I woke up was walking the through the hood had a nigga pull that tool out he was ready to pull the trigger told the nigga I wasn't afraid to die until I met you anymore it's just fuck nigga's everyone turned me into a monster everyone took my kindness for granted everything that I say behind my lyrics is my pain all I do is smoke my pain away always high nothing can fix me I'm so broke I pray to the man upstairs to help me out I would rather give you my all then nothing at all and I got nothing back in return so today we'll see if he real or not I hope this letter gets passed down to yeah i feel so ashamed to say goodbye.
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