To My Love (Sad)
yo I know everybody wants to give up sometimes and just slit their wrist and die I know I understand that kinda pain cause I did I tried to take the pills so I couldn't feel anymore and I regret it I hurt everyone I love and I could never do that to them again I'm sorry I mean it I'm sorry please forgive me for my actions I'm that kid that gets made fun of everyday because I don't have friends People hate me because they say I talk to much and I hate it It's bullshit I don't get it I can't help it I try to share my feelings and get shot down for it which makes me pathetic And everyone thinks less of me so it makes me depressed to be me and nobody can see it Cause it's my life and youd have to live it But you can't cause im different Broken from the pain Ive endured trying to stay alive everyday I find different ways to make my pain go away it drives me insane Some days I can't take it like a knife in my brain imbedding it making me insane then I wish I could jump off this plane I'm in Or slit my wrists in warm water and drift to a safe place faded I wear the same clothes everyday cause im lazy and can't change because I've been lost in my brain too long to go on anymore I just don't care my life's too hard trying to find the motivation to work everyday to provide for my family It hurts me to know what I've put them through putting so much time in my music I could lose them and I don't want that I need them my daughter keeps me from blowing a hole in my head my girl keeps me sane enough to find things to look up to like our future what we have what we've made over the years with each other it's crazy to think I was just a fuck and it turned out like this I've turned into something I wish I never became baby I'm sorry this is for you and everything I put you through I love you so much I'd take my own life and try to go back to fix this there has to be more to my life than this running yours to try to get my point across to the world isn't it and I know it I was a child when you met me I was only 16 now we have raelyn and I've made some mistakes I take that back too many mistakes now I'm 22 and I'm losing you to nothing just the things in my head that arnt real I fight you everyday because I don't feel ok I break your trust because I'm not me sometimes I hope you understand the words I'm saying I really do I love you too much to lose you paige we were meant for each other and now I'm dying inside I can't take the emotions I feel anymore because I'm weak because I feel so far from you yet so close to you at the same time I must be crazy to say this again but forgive me I didn't mean for things to turn out like this I'm fading into the hell I put you though and I know you think I deserve it but I won't stop fighting for the love I have for you that I'll prove through my music and the world will know it's to you this isn't some fake shit I made up to get hits so fuck off with that shit this is my family I'm talking about this is my story
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yo I know everybody wants to give up sometimes and just slit their wrist and die I know I understand that kinda pain cause I did I tried to take the pills so I couldn't feel anymore and I regret it I hurt everyone I love and I could never do that to them again I'm sorry I mean it I'm sorry please forgive me for my actions I'm that kid that gets made fun of everyday because I don't have friends People hate me because they say I talk to much and I hate it It's bullshit I don't get it I can't help it I try to share my feelings and get shot down for it which makes me pathetic And everyone thinks less of me so it makes me depressed to be me and nobody can see it Cause it's my life and youd have to live it But you can't cause im different Broken from the pain Ive endured trying to stay alive everyday I find different ways to make my pain go away it drives me insane Some days I can't take it like a knife in my brain imbedding it making me insane then I wish I could jump off this plane I'm in Or slit my wrists in warm water and drift to a safe place faded I wear the same clothes everyday cause im lazy and can't change because I've been lost in my brain too long to go on anymore I just don't care my life's too hard trying to find the motivation to work everyday to provide for my family It hurts me to know what I've put them through putting so much time in my music I could lose them and I don't want that I need them my daughter keeps me from blowing a hole in my head my girl keeps me sane enough to find things to look up to like our future what we have what we've made over the years with each other it's crazy to think I was just a fuck and it turned out like this I've turned into something I wish I never became baby I'm sorry this is for you and everything I put you through I love you so much I'd take my own life and try to go back to fix this there has to be more to my life than this running yours to try to get my point across to the world isn't it and I know it I was a child when you met me I was only 16 now we have raelyn and I've made some mistakes I take that back too many mistakes now I'm 22 and I'm losing you to nothing just the things in my head that arnt real I fight you everyday because I don't feel ok I break your trust because I'm not me sometimes I hope you understand the words I'm saying I really do I love you too much to lose you paige we were meant for each other and now I'm dying inside I can't take the emotions I feel anymore because I'm weak because I feel so far from you yet so close to you at the same time I must be crazy to say this again but forgive me I didn't mean for things to turn out like this I'm fading into the hell I put you though and I know you think I deserve it but I won't stop fighting for the love I have for you that I'll prove through my music and the world will know it's to you this isn't some fake shit I made up to get hits so fuck off with that shit this is my family I'm talking about this is my story
beautifully done
I have to redo it lol
i love this.i can relate this
I feel it
its great