story of my life

This isn't right Yuh this isn't right I try so hard Still I'm uncuceding All these wack ass thoughts tend to be misleading The expressions on my face nobody's ever reading All this speed got me lit so I'm steady speeding can't you sence this vibe can u tell somethings wrong Bet you probably can't cus I just hit the bong This doddi got me lifted but it won't be for long Till the daemons drag me down so I can rap my life song My moma always cared and daddy never loved me He made me feel belittled put everyone above me My mom was always there she tought me how to prosper She told me to stay in school so I can be a doctor Well mom I really love you I'm trying my best I gotta make this money so u can get some rest So I started hustlen put these streets to the test I was slinging weed coke Molly Crystal meth Than I turned 18 I finally felt grown Just a junior in hischool tryna get it on my own I was selling bars at school so I could bring mine home Then the ops started cracking They were breaking in my dome And then one day they pulled me outta class said come wit me they was steady on my ass I was tryna make excuses "officer I left my bag in the class " I was tryna ditch these pills but they put my ass on blast So I thought about my family how would they react Would they still love me even if my ass got cracked Will my moma still love me I was worried out my mind I'm sorry mom I put you threw this ima go away for some time I got searched in the office you know what they found I got cuffed up escorted out and I was Bexar county bound I finally got cought slippin did a month in the pin They wouldn't let me back to school ig this is the end But fuck all that bullshit ima make it right I finally went to court I even got indited I got a felonies charge pending so I'll always be reminded I'm living life now with a year on probation my next ua gonna be straight up violation cus I can't drop the weed I can't drop the dope I know what to blame the one I hate the most A joke of a daddy figure tryna play a roll but my moma met this man w Voice 002 hen I was 2 years old It didn't really click at first but he was there the most Cus blood don't make you daddy that's what I've come to kno It's the love and affection the effort that you show so thank yall for being here when I needed y'all the most I love y'all with all my heart and that love will never fold