Lost in maze of pain /i need a way out/Barricaded by emotions/ bout to spray out/my ADHD /got me plottin thinking rotten/and how my baby girl is gone/but not forgotten/fuckin dope did her dirty/now I'm 730/sleepless nights cause im hurtin/my brain is searchin/ for a reason not to smoke muthafuckas/get revenge for her death/ while she watches from above us/I did 11 5 and yeah thought I changed/but now her death fucked me up /I'm on a rampage/Fuckin faggot /that hit her wit her last shot/got me bout relapse and fuckin blast shots/I know his address/I know his last name/I know his Moms doped out/ and he's a fuckin lame/my homies tell me "yo jess you gotta maintain"/I reply "if it was you you'd do the same thang/we all warriors from the same gang/raised in the system and the streets/ain't shit changed/if somebody dies/ you gotta bang bang/your a fuckin punk if you don't do a damn thing/so now I'm a caught up/how I was brought up/ain't no talkin/jus line the chalk up/broad day bullet spray when you walk up/similar to Walking dead killing walkers/what would Tee want?/would she want me vexed?/would she want me to RIP his heart out his fucking chest/ these are questions that my brain can't digest/all because this punk bitch was fucking spineless/I think he should die/but I'm biased/I gotta move smooth/if I'm a try this/I wanna torture him/cut off his eyelids/make a jump rope out his fucking stomach linings/let me chill now/these are black thoughts/I miss my baby and her crazy fuckin backtalk/I miss her pretty smile/and her perfect smell/they say grieving gets easy/ I can't fucking tell..