my bones

everyone we lost we miss you I'm so weary and my bones ache badly my nerves hurt dreaming of better days i will be brave never giving up since nothing can save my soul.. I might as well live each day like it is my last live fast and die hard its that or prison bars listen up kids they say do as your told only you can fill the hole like a void without shape or sound never say it don't speak of it blue skies and sunshine true sides we both hide behind pretend all you want but I know you and I love you more than the rain more than the beauty of the sun ray's. . more than all of tomorrow's pain it's all on me so i have no one to blame it hurts more than the shame of your worst mistake they say change but i am what ever i became are we not as good as we seem to think everyone has changed yet we are still the same.. in many ways some of us don't eat for days while others let entire plates go to waste. who are you and why are you here where are you going what do you fear who do you love why do you do the things that you do remember everything you hear may not always be true help comes a little late sometimes she dreams of peace and happiness he lives a life of crime she dies young while he does a hundred in a 55 she hoped for better days but they never came until it was too late some called it karma And some just call it fate we must break the chains.. of poverty and apathy this once fine wine has turned sour in my mouth but I'm from the south you can't count me out i watched an empire crumble into a thousand pieces mountains moved in minutes under a crimson sky some wish to live some wish to die a chance to take and a chance to give a hope for something beautiful dreams and ambition forgiveness even when it's not needed or deserved or earned anything is real if you believe it.. that's absurd right or wrong.. powerful and strong.. singing songs of second chances we can stay still but life goes on time is my enemy there is never enough. so use it wisely seize the moment seize the day I'll be praying for us