yeah get up on my 90s flow spitting dreams livin free no complaints from a g life flipped at 18 the script broke the seam and the movie played out in a cell crossing days out my enemies got laid out I guess it was my way out now I'm livin in freedom of the forgiven count my blessings every.minute how else you think I stay out tell me whatchu believe so I can stand up and prophesy what happened to me how else could I breathe why am I alive how else I explain my pain wit a wink and a smile let me tell you how this is what I had to do trust God and let go of everything i knew I know it sounds crazy, and it is crazy cuz every fuckin day I struggle wit the same thing runnin thru my mind all these thoughts and I can't figure em out so I ignore em til they come back and haunt me double back and stop me from livin my life this is important expressing my views but dont get me confused cuz I'm not perfect I just know how to lose and keep it on the move future what I'm lookin at an nah there ain't no lookin back heavens callin my name but in the mean time I keep doin my thing I love my family and I praise my God put my 1 in the air and work hard for what I got that's the only way a man on this earth can survive ima tell you right ain't gon steer you wrong let someone else grab the wheel when you drunk n all alone I ain't playin wit this song I'm reciting poetry from my so you know it's me 1