Old Friend

overdose is a narrowing topic like a monster in your pocket! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! YOU OVERDOSED!!! and your mouth overflows with sleeping medicine but you were lucky i guess i meant so little we used to be friends but then you betrayed me but when you cheated it was not as impactful as i heard that you overdosed from 3 months ago i just want to know how could you do such a thing you consider bold plain stupidly feelings that mean nothing you have no feelings for me i just wanted to make a difference and i don't know if it was because you moved on or heard about my new relationship we used to text all day and night i told you there is light in life but while your dressing all black i showed you care so your life was not black i still have feelings for you i can admit that but i have let you go we can still be friends tho because i'm here for you but you never answer you never pick up the phone i'm sorry about writing a poem about my hate towards you (entry 4) at the time i was questioning but your just a human being who has mixed feelings and i guess i must let go of relationships because i rather have a friend who is alive and well then be in a relationship with a girl who kills herself in the end don't you EVER! call yourself just an emo girl your much more stars from ashore shine for you so if you ever get to talk to me again this is my message to you old friend