I need all the pain to go away I need someone to say that they fucking love me I don't wanna have to slit my throat I don't wanna have to slit my wrists how the fuck did I end up like this I'll tell you how abandoned by my father then neglected by my mother ignorance and narcissism at it's finest don't know why I can't feel any better stay writing momma Madonna letters I just wanna make hit records to mask all the pain I only love it when it rains it fulfills my depression my name is no expression I haven't learned my lesson to stop letting motherfuckers use my kindness as weakness niggas always on that weak shit I sound like Deuce from Hollywood undead I'm just trying to find a place for my head somewhere near Pamela Voorhees always wore church shoes Jordans can't afford these can't let these crackers bend me down to my knees i don't even smoke hella trees maybe if I tried the stuff maybe I'd feel a lil tuff maybe I'd feel a lil tuff maybe we could discuss in God we trust but money is the root of all evil righteous guys get fucked off the steeple hope some girls fall over me like im Bieber make me feel higher than reefer happier than wiz Khalifa they wanna shit on a nigga like burrito just wanna get some cheddar like a Cheeto I don't wanna have to end up trapping like Migos wanna represent like a fucking eagle I don't even have a big ego he called me a bitch how could he know I'm finna mob shit like casinos go somewhere only we know where the bodies were dropped off even the nigga that started from the bottom can get topped off if I make it I'm not reppin Erie cause all these niggas is Eerie all these niggas make me weary every time I look outside I get weary gotta milk the rap game like a dairy gotta pull these Jews teeth like a fairy cause niggas are not treated fairly I see the fools hollering out for a berry pussy niggas bout to get popped like a cherry I wanna kill shit like Jeffrey Dahmer so don't worry about me coming with a llama I'ma come with a switchblade or syringe oh yes I'm going to get my revenge I'm bout to go on a Dexter binge yes I fuck with XXXTentacion right now that's the type of shit I'm on it isn't just girls that wanna have fun my life is true blue and madonna could help me in the end I just wanna know if she felt me! on my Kanye there is nothing you can tell me it's getting hot in here no Nelly fuck a knuckle sandwich can't believe it's not butter can't believe it's not jelly I need all the pain to go away I need someone to say that they fucking love me