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keep on trippin

keep on trippin

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08 May 2018

I hear you talkin lies, see you making excuses blaming everybody else for all your cuts and bruises making people feel used cuz you feel so useless you're always so rude, say it's cuz all of the bullshit I feel my heart drop from the words that you say constantly lookin for another person to blame so you bottle up the rage until it bursts into flames lookin for another victim to let your words hit today it's like you hit rock bottom the second that you feel forgotten and your attitude gets rotten and you start to get psychotic it's ironic cuz you got the answers to everybodies problems but you never fix your own, you just lay in bed sobbin and then you feel lost but try to keep your shit together and manage to fool em all, yea you're so fuckin clever but you won't make it past me, no you won't ever get a lie past me, no cuz I can see you better then anybody on this planet, you hate your existence you know what to do but you put up this resistance people come a little close so you put a lot of distance and you don't even realize it but it makes you vicious you're sad cuz you suffer, then project it onto others just to leave em smothered as you suffocate under covers feelin bad for yourself but you're a bad motherfucker but you still talk in stutters and your head is full of clutter time to take your own advice cuz you act as cold as ice these moods just won't suffice, prisoner of your own device you don't know what's right or wrong, you just know to fight you know it's not alright but you still keep hopin right? stick ya fuckin chin up, yea we know that you've been beat down and you don't want to be judged but give a fuck about these clowns! I know you wanna be proud but you keep your head up in these clouds high as a kite cuz you know what it's like to be down you got that fuckin passion, won't unleash it or you haven't yea you got a lot of issues but you keep actin so passive but you ain't getting older, take a chance before it passes if not you're talking shit, fumigating your soul in gases before you never let a thing ever fuckin stop you but this depressions creeped into your heart and now it's got you and you act so content with suffering, and it's not you so you fill your thoughts up with bullshit that you know is not true you act so fuckin hostile but stay away from the hospital cuz the chances of them lockin you up for what you say is so probable you grasp for the happiness then say that's impossible it's an inch out of your reach so giving up seems logical that's not the way that you was raised, you was taught to use your rage in a way that benefits you, instead you crawl into a cage after running through a cave that you done carved into your brain you keep going through the pain, now hurt yourself just to sustain cuz nobody ever told you that it doesn't matter if you're imperfect or tried to calm your thoughts while you was talkin that absurd shit you see this well of darkness, Fallin in is your last verdict cuz nobody ever made you feel like you were ever worth it now that I can see your eyes everything will be alright cuz I'm looking in the mirror in the middle of the night now that I can see your eyes everything will be alright cuz I'm looking in the mirror in the middle of the night

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6 years ago

I didn't say it was a "hot new banger" though did I? it's funny you gonna find the heartfelt song to talk shit on but skip over the other shit that's eating you alive, lmao.

6 years ago

this shit trash bitch battle then bitch 3 rounds u so tuff

6 years ago

damn I felt this deep yo💯

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