day at a time

i cant take it no more how many i gotta try im trynna do better yall standing in my way i left the street alone its like yall want me back im trynna a better home im not compltable where im at God can you help thers alot on my shoulder even doe i cant take it i know that im a Soulja why yall trynna break me when i be fighting demons alot i can talk about it feel like im all alone aint nobody here with me ig gotta make it on my own even if i hit i hit rock bottom i feel like im gifted mayb im the problem im just maintaining trynna figure it out i be hurting i let the bottle take the pain i us the to walk in rain i dont wanna do it again im starting to know who i am pressure im dealing with i tried to sa em now im killing shit