It’s hard for me

It’s hard for me in the struggle Caught in the shadows, where the light barely creeps, Dreams turn to ashes, while the pain never sleeps. Life's a tightrope, walking on a thread so thin, Each step I take, feels like I’m drowning in sin. Hustle in the darkness, got my heart in a vice, Every choice I make, roll the dice, pay the price. Echoes of the past, whisper secrets in my ear, Lost souls in the alleys, where the vision's unclear. Fighting demons daily, got my back against the wall, Scars on my spirit, but I still stand tall. Struggle’s like a prison, where the bars never fade, Searching for redemption in the choices that I made. Hope flickers dimly, but I grasp it like a flame, In this game of survival, I refuse to be tamed. Life’s a battlefield, and I’m dodging every blow, It’s hard for me in the struggle, but I’m ready for the show.