How To Break/Rush

#TrüMúzìçÊÑT #Tru2Grace #Tru #T2G #Rush_Contest #RiggedContest @rapfame_officidl @rapfame_ar_team I Remixed and recorded one of earlier tracks, i think it came out much better this way, I got the rights to the beat on bandlab how y'all enjoy Verse 1 I am sitting down, staring down at a nearby city, Clouds hang heavy, there's no mercy or pity. Got a feeling that evil is a permanent stain, Like a rusty old needle pushing deep in a vein. Am I living? Am I dying? Am I hiding away? Stuck within my mind staring off in space Take a pill, seal the deal, but it only mask the pain, Just a temporary fix for the leak in my Crane. There’s a beast in the attic, there’s a demon to my left, An aggressive little fuck putting thoughts in my head. He says I’m lazy, I’m crazy, I’m loco, I’m psycho, I hear him, can't see him, I must be blind A severe case of my brain strainin', destroying the mind. But I’m scanning thru my Visine's for a shred of humanity, Organizing the chaos, structuring the entropy. Ripping and tearing the fabric of reality, Look at the causality, My morality, my very own mortality... Pre-Hook A minute can seem to last forever when you're trapped inside a cranium maze Regrets build settlements just to fuel all the rage. Cry Lord, cry loud, can you hear me now? As I punch the ground n' pound my chest begging for you, to look down. Hook See now when dragons get mad a unicorn cries, We lose our minds When Those we trust start telling us lies! Left alone in the dark within a labyrinth design. Is there any escape from the choices we make? We want to learn how to love, but instead we just learn how to break. Yeah, we learn how to break. Verse 2 Look! I'm an Assassin with a pen, A Hurricane force when I'm left on my own! They want to seek and destroy what they can’t understand, Put a price on your soul, put a gun in your hand. "See I'm Stupid in the head, but the head not stupid man," That’s my mantra but I still feel broken manufactured solely just hoping to sell you a dream, While they hollow out your chest and they silence your scream! Empty inside? Yeah maybe? But it seems I'm still busting out the seams Got a stank little grin on my face, ya know what I mean With needles and ink, I invoke n' tattoo the design, We killing our flesh just to kill our last few seconds of time. And it won't go away, yeah, it gets really sad The twin in the mirror is the only friend I have Who cares what I create? To kill or to heal? I’m just cutting my skin to see if reality is real! Pre-Hook A minute can seem to last forever when you're trapped inside a cranium maze Regrets build settlements just to fuel all the rage. Cry Lord, cry loud, can you hear me now? As I punch the ground n' pound my chest begging for you, to look down. Hook See now when dragons get mad a unicorn cries, We lose our minds When Those we trust start telling us lies! Left alone in the dark within a labyrinth design. Is there any escape from the choices we make? We want to learn how to love, but instead we just learn how to break. Yeah, we learn how to break. Heart... eyes... lungs... chest... Lay my heavy soul down to rest. Heart... eyes... lungs... chest... Lay my heavy soul down to rest. My brain is yours, your brain's mine, We’re just numbers, so snort another line. They persuade you, they coax you, they beg for your life, Then they leave you alone with the edge of the knife. Are we living for ourselves.. or just killing our time? Thread the needle. Hit a vein, maybe then we die... .....RUSH!!! Rush Rush