please god

I gotta stay ready ready for whats coming my way I been doin alot of thinking like why the fuck am I sabotaging my secrets and the end don't amount to amends so I pray for a way to escape the fake friends like God please step in I know I'm good for it I been living a life that's no good for ya but its a place I ended up in yes I'm all the way tucked in been tucked up splattered in sin but even the Bible said no matter the skit there's still men out there badder than this I've been battered in rinsed but it's time I see the shadows to end I'm done fighting the battles of men I'm listening for the trumpets that triumph p h again I just hope these fucks don't try to sour my light and pray that it dims cuz then I'm going all out again fall outs in sin foul out again try pushing my buttons and win they'll get chewed up and spewed out like flem don't make me mention my sins cuz only the warrior in me gon prevail and that's it boy that's the end maybe even the end of me but at least I'll have a moment of clarity momma stay praying for the veil to be lifted and gifted another chance to be shown the light go on do whats right before I leave this earth I swear mm momma I'm gonna make it right cuz I'm all out of lefts whats left but a empty shell full of breath and if that's the case put me on a shelf where they'll prep me for tests no more beating my chest now I'm beating the odds boy that's the only thing left and you can take these words to the head like the wizard in Oz boy we all made in the image of God aint no hiding the flaws boy