after shock

You left me in shock , bad thoughts have cased my brains to rot , I've hurt more than I forgot, , shutting me down to feel everything that time forgot, Thanks a lot , for reopening the wounds that consume all that I've lost, you didn't split the cost , of changing my thoughts , you made me hurt a lot, my tears turned to acid blot now im tripping over my own thoughts in the land of the time forgot, hammer nails through my brain on the wrong train put on layaway sold my soul but not to who you think , pull the plug water cleaned everything, nothing to say im molded clay from lava rocks to standing in a pair of ice socks freezing to death , inside this mess i must confess i dont think i passed the test. everything is a mess that i seem to caress, i know i tripp up in my mind i know im bless i can bend the minds that i know i flex bitches straight trying to slang up on my thang ,im stacking decks collects pictures inside my rolla dex im leaving tricks like trash catching the fire with the flash im in the golden mask im shooting liquor out the Platinum flask , cause i dont fuck around i fuck with solid cause i eat candy ass , out the sash drowning ya bones with a splash my little outlaw ass hit the gas gone in the flash of smoke and ash snorting speed off the back glass