Love me, I don't even love myself

This is me on my bad days and only certain people will understand. Nuff said... #therapy #Veterans #rapfame_official @rapfame_official #DSP #RLE #GodsOfWarlocks #PTSD LOVE ME HOW CAN I , IF I DONT EVEN LOVE MYSELF THERES NO REAL WAY TO DESCRIBE BUT ILL TRY N TELL ALL THE SIMPLE THINGS MAKE ME YELL WHATS THE SENSE OF PICKING UP WHEN ALL I RECALL IS HOW I FELL LOVE ME HOW CAN I , IF I DONT LOVE MYSELF LOOK INSIDE MY BRAIN AND SEE WHERE CONFUSION DWELLS ISOLATE FROM PEOPLE CAUSE I DONT WANNA HURT MY FRIENDS IVE SEEN THE WORLD , FOUND OUT ITS CRUEL IT DONT MAKE NO SENSE OTHERS TRY N HELP N I JUST BUILD A FENSE DONT WANT TO SHARE ANY KILLING OF THE TEARS I DISPENSE LOVE ME HOW CAN I WHEN I DONT EVEN LOVE MYSELF EMOTIONS TEETER ON THE RAILS CUTS LIKE A RAZOR INSIDE N IT HURTS LIKE HELL RIPPING MYSELF APART EVERYDAY IF I FAIL CLAWING FOR EVERY INCH AN PRAY I PREVAIL SLIGHTEST WIND BLOWS SO I GUESS IM ON A SAIL LOVE ME HOW CAN I IF I DONT EVEN LOVE MYSELF ID RATHER BE BLIND POUR ACID IN MY EYES SO I DONT HAVE TO WITNESS ANOTHER GENOCIDE EXPLODING WALLS QUICKSILVER MOTION PEOPLE TRY N MOVE CLOSER SO I MOVE A MILE WIDE I LEAVE NO TRAILS LOVE ME HOW CAN I WHEN I DONT EVEN LOVE MYSELF