Diary of the Relaspsed

Rehab and Na then relapse then replay walk the right path then head the other way. Didnt take adavice from what the others say. back down those roads. Where darkness grows and life is cold. and depression holds and your world folds pressure breaks the mold fuck this shits it getting old Hello my name is Kody and I am an addict stayed sober for min till i fell in to right up back at it. like a magic hat trick i pulled out white rabbit loaded up lit a flame a sparked up a old bad habbit. My life changed so drastic it was fucking fantastic Until my dreams and my heart got broken from falling in the same basket Even crawled to church begging god cuase life hit and i got my ass kicked and ignored from the spiritually enthusiastic Helplees abd hurting in a time so desperately so drastic By 1 oclock I was ushered out and left crying in traffic. All alone no one to phone I hit up old friends that had drugs to mask it Relaspe came and hit me like air like abuterol for an asthmatic. Im a feen unlees im clean tried to live a life between as it is sceene i didnt mean to fall back into this fucked routine. please father forgive me help me back up on my feet. cant you see that ive been beat tired from all of this defeat. Relasped Im falling got high and im stalling Gotta find my drive my purpose my calling. I know what i need but i still dont take the step. instead l let it drag me down to a even deeper depth