To Heavy to carry

Sometimes I feel like the weight's too heavy to carry, Heart shattered dreams, visions dark and kinda scary. Got homies that fade, like smoke in the night air, They talk a good game, but they’re never right there. Momma said fight, keep your head up through the struggle, But these streets got a way of turning love into trouble. I roll it up tight, let the clouds block the pain, In this life of sin, every joy feels like a chain. Lost in the shadows, where the echoes never lie, Friends turn to phantoms, when you need 'em, they just fly. Got a heart full of scars, but I still stand tall, In the city of dreams, where the real ones never fall. Grit in my soul, like the pavement under feet, But sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever feel complete. Keep my circle tight, trust is earned, never given, In a world so cold, I’m just tryna keep on livin’.