envy or hate in the shad

They watchin' i see em creepin think i cant see the shadows around the corner not sure if its envy or hate in the shadows, I’m humble, no flash, just pushing 💯 grindin’ through my daily battles. Jesus saved me, yeah, I’m blessed with the grace, Devil schemin he cant take my fathers place. his spirit Protectin' my heart, I see snakes in the grass, Friends turnin’ in to hell i dont know man, the truth cuts like dimonds cut glass. im low-key, but even a blind man can see my spirit's on fire, god brought me back from the ashes, I pray hes the one they admire. ill never regret the path he has placed me most cant understand u see me standen here but at the same time im gone cant lie i fear death an wonder when my only worrie is ill go before my mom I’m livin humble now but as a youth i was wrapped up in pointing others flaws an judgemental to the point i had no friends an family had no time for me theyed just agree with what i was saying smile in my face but really hoping i wasent staying hard truth i had to make my self face the man in the mirror he shared a vision so clear first im gonna break u son build u up new over the years trusting will be hard because u wont see why some thing are leaving i dogave u a new pourpuse now begin seeding