"23 YEARS" &"OVERDOSE"

"23 YEARS" [INTRO] Yeah... uh... 23 years... Fury... (Stay high... can't sleep...) [HOOK]º23 years on this meth, I don't sleep no more, Eyes wide, 4AM, starin' at the floor, Gotta stay high, can't come down, can't land, No job, they see my eyes, say "we don't want that man." SO I became an artist, had to paint my pain, Past and the present, same hurt, same lane, No love for years, cold nights, cold sheets, Now I got a blonde, blue eyes, fine when she sleep. [VERSE 1] 23 years, since '03, been wired, Teeth grind, jaw lock, eyes never tired, Some days I don't sleep, fuck, some weeks I don't, Say I'll quit tomorrow, know damn well I won't. Gotta stay high all the time, that's the rule, Come down mean demons, come down mean cruel, Sweatin' in the winter, freezer full of nothin', Pipe on the table, lighter always somethin'. Walk to the interview, they smell it on me, "Drug addict" stamped, they won't hire homies, So I said fuck 'em, I hire myself, Pen and a mic, put my life on the shelf. Every track a page from the shit I survived, If you never been high for a week, you ain't lived my life. [HOOK] 23 years on this meth, I don't sleep no more, Eyes wide, 4AM, starin' at the floor, Gotta stay high, can't come down, can't land, No job, they see my eyes, say "we don't want that man." So I became an artist, had to paint my pain, Past and the present, same hurt, same lane. [VERSE 2] No girlfriend for years, who love a tweaker? Who kiss a nigga who ain't ate, ain't sleepin' for weeks, bruh? Left on read, left on floor, I get it, Curtains closed, paranoia, I lived it. Then she came - blonde, blue eyes, skinny waist, Big tits, pretty face, like an angel in this place, She don't flinch when my hands shake, when I talk fast, She just roll over, say "baby, lay your head on my ass." Real love, first time in a long time, She seen my track marks, my past, my wrong time, Said "Fury, you a artist, not just what you smoke" That's the first time someone saw me and not just the dope. [BRIDGE] (For you...) Girl, you lay beside a nigga who don't sleep, Hold me when I'm high, hold me when I weep, Blonde hair on my chest, blue eyes lookin' through me, If I ever get clean, it's gon' be cause of you, see? Skinny body, big heart, more than what you show, You the only reason I still got somewhere to go... [VERSE 3] So now I'm in the booth, 6AM, still lit, Mama pray, girlfriend sleep, I'm writin' this shit, I don't rap 'bout chains, I rap 'bout chainz on me, 23 years locked, tryin' to get free. Past in my left hand, present in my right, One say "die high" one say "try to live right" I write it all, fuck it, let the world hear, Every sleepless night from the last 23 years. If I ever get a job again, it'll be this, If I ever get love again, it's her lips, it's her kiss, Fury323, meth mouth, heart gold, LA baby, still alive, story still told. [HOOK] 23 years on this meth, I don't sleep no more, Eyes wide, 4AM, starin' at the floor, Gotta stay high, can't come down, can't land, But I got my art, and I got my girl holdin' my hand. 23 years... (still high) 23 years... (can't sleep) Blonde, blue eyes, watch over me... Fury...