what I faced

this is what I'm facing I got court appointed attorneys witness statements and affidavits no one's around your back is the wall and u iced out in the bracelets your heart grows heavy when the judge drops the hammer and you get sentenced to time up incarceration I thought you love me to the fullest but I guess that I'm mistaken time revealed your ill will intentions were just informal twist to manipulation oh s*praying to God I don't get more time I'm in my cell doing the math on the statute of limitations doing push-ups writing music and tattooing in hopes that I don't become complacent in my mind I'm free and feel I still found a way to escape the matrix for the first time this is what I'm thinking back to the time me boo baby KJ was about to pull this girl and drinking I'm talking tom so good with my baby mama couldn't hit my phone to do no complaining for the first time in my life my head was above water and I'm maintaining but I tried living right give me a life was just speaking different language you could try to live the way we live but you probably said it it's too dangerous I would ask you what you think about my life but I know your opinions already been tainted I can't expect this someone to understand the way we is when they never had to deal with these kind of situations