Haunted Head Case

I'm a haunted head case apparently yeah I'm a head case apparently, refusing the meds starting to wear on me, l osing my mind starting to tear at me, and my demons take care of me I'm a haunted head case apparently with all the pressure that I'm under, I always thought I wouldn't now I wonder, trying to swim or keep moving my head above water, why bother, that's fit that I inherit this s*** that my parents did throwing fish till I'm bleeding out my larynx beware it's a scary kid Frozen all emotion once I realized nobody really cared for me parents don't pretend to care should half the time half of them and even there. who the f**** said that life was fair never had a golden chair I don't melt Southern Utah raised me if you couldn't tell, closest thing you can get to hell, s***'s like one big spell wouldn't be surprised if we're in the valley where the Angels fell... down from heaven cast to the earth dont know what's worse to be cursed , or to be first and ensure the destruction is inevitable human beings arent delicious but at least there edible Parts of me forgotten born inside a house so haunted how could i know, what they wanted they dont shout they just come in shake the evil eye got a close watch on my life out of the grasp, jump ouut the fire.