monster in my head

Creepin' through the shadows where the whispers blend, Friends with the monster, never need to pretend, Heart heavy like lead, but my mind's on the mend, Fell down to the depths, but I rise and ascend. Got a soul full of demons, they feast on my fears, Echoes in the darkness, they drown out the cheers, Life's a twisted game, got me shifting gears, Bustin' through the chaos, I'm the one who steers. Fires in my veins, yeah, I’m burning alive, Riding on the edge where the broken survive, Feel the weight of the world, but I’m ready to thrive, In the pit of despair, I’m the monster's high five. Climbing from the bottom, like a phoenix in flight, Lost in the night, but I’m bringing the light, This could be the moment where wrong turns to right, Yeah, I'm friends with the monster, ready for the fight. motherfuckers done know im not even right.