I know how I’ll die

I’m so fucking broken My life is worthless My heart wide open Nothing hurts more than this Kill me now I don’t want to live Falling down inside of the abyss I don’t think I’m worthy of bliss suicide is my true bliss I wanna exit this shit I don’t want to exist I can’t handle it I’m broken to bits I can’t escape it I am caving in Suicidal since I was a kid I have a past that never passes I’ll be hated by the masses I don’t think I can handle that damage So I will follow my suicide plan bitch I will force the powerful’s hands in I will kill myself through an assassin You want my life? Fine. here you can have it But my existence will save the entire planet My suicide note contains the theory of everything I will save the world then I will cease being anything That is my peace, I want to truly be not a living thing I’ll just be a memory, something no longer suffering I don’t wanna be alive But before I die I must save all of life The world is on my mind While My soul has been waiting to die