It's dark on my mind

It's dark on my mind Depression on my heart Tears on my eyes Feel like ama relaps It's hard to relax I need a rehab I'm going through a recap. Recap of my life Tired of my life Fucking need a big knife Wanna cut off this ties Pulling me close to love I really need a hug Give me my mug,let me miss up this lean I'm getting slim, it feels like I'm on film This feeling I'm ready to kill This perkys, I'm ready to munch It's getting too much I'm missing lunch Heavy on my back, looking like hunch Sins too much i go to church Get on my nerves, ready to punch Doctor said that i should stop My life feels like it paused Breathing hard, I'm missing pulse Loving me is not by force I'm lossing it, it's all my fault Look where we are, we are on court With my big d yes of course When i sing, i light the fuck up I'm always smoking up Bitches on my door They just wanna fuck No more time for love My niggas, now they my opps I mean it, you'll be a corpse My millions could full two coffins My baby but she put me on cuffs My hands tied up, she felt no remorse They said I'm gang, full of rumours I get it they just wanna clout Ask my gees for help, they said I'm a clown