PAINKILLERS

a swear a wake up n pop pills for ny breakfast cause deep down a feel like has whooped my ass but gotta keep going for my ma rest up ny da cause every day i cant go life sober cause this pain a swear a need to hop on a flight n get away n start over again if heaven had fone calls id be on the fone all day cause the ammount of my loved ones that past away painkillers n benzos still aint curing the pain of yous being away if u stepped in my shoes youd realise my life is book got snaked fae ma boy that a regarded my family so if that makes u happy then be happy cause that aint real cant trust no one so a gotta keep my steel a wish it never came to this but it did blue story all over again but fuck that rest up darn rest up doddz rest up jack more importantly rest up my dad