Why she acting deferent?

smebbin down the block thinking about all my folks that ain't here, no more teers cuz to much Death over the years , most of my circles dead or disappeared, you better take advantage of it, you know im about the money thought I wasn't, numb are pain with the cocaine and say f*** it, if you like it unplug it, no time to discuss it, bust it and tuck it , if I said it I done it, miss me with your b******* I'm above it, its Nothin, I'm so dark inside it's like a dungeon, got a stash spot my ride to put the drugs in, don't be judgin, I see you shoulders shruggin, don't make me pull the heat out and get to finger Fuckin, shout to Mahari I miss you cousin, we was out there thuggin and buzzin on mendo hittin functions, when you said trust none of um you hit that s*** on the button, see you when I get there loved one, dosnt matter how much im spendin, FUCK your opinion i got my own vision, puttin things together I got ambition , now im spitten, u can taste it in the air and its finger lickin, po po kicked open the do , I threw my guns in the dryer the yay over the fence split decesion, found my weed crop grower prescription, threw me on the ground and yelled quit resistin, they still hemmed me up but wasn't trippen, threw a bunch of charges but ain't nothing stickin, just posted up reminiscin about all the crimes i was comittin, took me so long to get to prison , i aint kidden, if its time to ride you better get'um crippen , shootin with persion , raised with the unforgivin , just playin my position with my teeth gritten like im thizzin, in the kitchens woop wopin and mixin,you better listen this real life im spitten. you better quit trying to act hard before you come up missin , you better figure somethin out time is tickin , if you chose that road quit your bitchin, if you got the shine what's the ticket, I will keep coppin pimpin just keep it consistent, now she fucked up and will never lessen, why you acting deferent, trust no bitch fuck a commitment , shot out to all my folks FUCK you bitches